The meaning of-

I'm just so gone now, just because of you.
I never loved him, I thought I did.
I have thought of many things.
Never of love- till now.
I will never care for it because I know that I will never feel it.

These words are so direct- It's not like how I would normally describe this feeling.
The feeling of-
-Drowning-
               Away, into nothing maybe-
-Something-
             That would be worth meaning, to you…to me.